Wednesday, July 01, 2009

NO MOod for toDAY!!!!

I DON`T KNOW WHY,THE WHOLE DAY I DON`T REALLY GOOD IN MOOD.NOPE,NOT MY PERIOD..haha..JUST.......DON`T KNOW.
ESPECIALY AT NIGHT..WHEN I ATTENDED THE DISCUSSION,THE FEELING WAS TOTALLY WEIRD..REALLY FEEL UNHAPPY..I JUST KEEP QUIET AND PRESSING MY PHONE..MAYBE SOME OF THEM REALISED IT..I DON`T KNOW,WELL..CUZ NORMALLY I WILL BE QUITE NOISY..HAHA..
BUT NOT FOR TONIGHT.
I JUST FEEL WANNA CRY..SO SUFFER..SHOULD I IGNORE THAT KIND OF FEELING?
I ALSO DON`T KNOW WHY..NOT SURE THE REASON..MY TEARS JUST DROP DOWN WITHOUT MY ORDER.
IN FACT,IM CRYING NOW.
SHOULD I IGNORE THIS KIND OF FEELING?I FEEL SO BAD CUZ I NEGLECTED MY GANG FOR THESE FEW DAYS..I DO NOT TALK MUCH WITH THEM.ESPECIALLY PUI CHIN..SORRY~~
PLEASE..I NEED SOME TIME TO UNDERSTAND WHAT KIND OF FEELING IM HAVING NOW..AND REALLY SORRY TO ALL THE PEOPLE AROUND ME..
I JUST FEEL BETTER SPENDING MY TIME WITH B-YIAN.BETTY AND QI XIANG..MAYBE BECAUSE WE REALLY SO CLOSE,AND I CAN FEEL THEIR CARE TOWARD ME.
TONIGHT I SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY..CUZ I MET MY OLD FRIENDS.
BUT NOT AT ALL!I NOT REALLY HAPPY.WHY?WHY?WHY?
MY HEART SO PAIN NOW..MY TEARS CONTUNUE TO DROP..NO ONE COULD LEND THEIR SHOULDER TO ME..
JUST FINE!!I NEED SOME TIMES........

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