Tuesday, July 27, 2010



How annoying!ohmygod.FML!!! still have many things pending:( Law assignment,photo essay,this and that.Alotttttttt of crapsssssss to do!

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Copied pasted:)

current mood – happy
current music – need you now
current hair style – let go with short fringe
current crush – don't have since i already have Lol
current thing I ought to be doing - kill them!
current windows open - Blog, msn ,facebook
current desktop picture – empty
current book – Public speaking text book. .

what colour is your hair – Very dark brown
current piercings - ears.
have any tattoos - Nope
straight hair or curly – Straight
how tall are you – 159 cm.counted as 160cm la wey!

top – Black shirt
pants – short
shoes – slipper
necklaces – Nope
rings – Yea,couple ring:).
bracelets – Yes,wore his as well.

last person you hung out with – Err,chee kok. .
last thing you said out loud -Diu lo :)
last thing someone said to you –You're funny:)
last person you called – Styler chai.
last person that rang you – Nick.
last time you cried –Last night.

did you ever get into a fist fight in school - No.
did you ever run away from home - Never,think before but won't.
did you ever want to be a doctor - When i was a kid.
did you ever do something you regret – Yes.

believe in God – yeah
Know how to swim - sure
do you like roller coasters – yeah
do you own a bike - no,and i don't want too.
do you think you’d make a good mum – will.

have you ever been on a plane - yes,in the dream:)
have you ever asked someone out – for sure !.
have you ever been to the ocean – Yes
have you ever gone fishing - yes,its fun and fun!
have you ever taken drugs – No,don't want to try it at all!

what are you listening to – Chee kok mumbling at me.
what is the temperature outside - hot like hell
what was the last restaurant you ate at – kam seng with chee kok,keong daddy and hong weng gor.
what was the last thing you bought – watch!
what was the last thing you had to drink – orange juice.
what are you watching on tv - just the advertisment:)

who was the last person to be kind - my mom
who talked to you on the phone - friend of mine.
who is your current celebrity crush – Justin?
who was the last person you took picture of – chee kok .
who was the last person you said i love you to – chee kok.

ever really cried your heart out – yes,these few days
ever cried yourself to sleep – Yes
ever cried on your friend’s shoulder - yes .
ever cried over the opposite sex - yes.
do you cry when you get an injury – Most of the time!hees..
do certain songs make you cry – sometimes
last film that made you cry - Lion king,considered?

what can make you happy – Family gathered together .
do you wish you were happier - yes,very yes.
can music make you happy - sure.

how many times have you had your heart broken -twice?
has anyone ever loved you so much that they’d die for you – no such stupid person in real life.Only movies.
has anyone ever said ‘i love you’ to you – ya,just.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Living alone is somehow fun.

Oh yea yea..i'm all alone.Well..everyone dump me.Guess you feel pretty nice right now cz no one gonna disturb you and annoy you huh?Congratulation ya! Oh.so now,i should cry out loud?or do anything that i want to?Like no one care right?yes.Imma do whatever i want now.YES.IM SELFISH.No one could understand me.So do I:)

Friday, July 09, 2010


Who can understand the feels of mine now?Who's the someone?Seriously i never think that this incident would appear in my life. Can i face it with Gods' strength?hope so.Why so hard for you to forgive the past?and treat me as how i should be treated.Someday, i felt left out. Yet,do not have the courage to stand up raise up the hands.Because the result seem to be the same all the time never change.I'm useless among the rest?Maybe.I miss the home.With happiness surround us,with laughter accompany us.Can i still have the chance?No matter i tried,why still same?It's destiny?or I'm dumb?How come others can have it?I can't?I used to think that they're crap,yes,that's the fact that they're crap.But after see the reflection from own mirror.The loser is myself.How sad ya. If only i can shout out loud now,i just wanted to shout to all of you,my dearest,I miss you and love you all:) How can i live without you all? and how i wish to be right in front of u and we were chat about something that totally could not be understand by outsiders.Great right?