Saturday, July 04, 2009
The Visit~~and mix up topic..
leave me alone now again..sobzz..
hmm..after this wanna continue study..sien~~but if don`t study..will die de la..hmm..
just now daddy already alot of speech la..ask me to study study and study hard..hmm..huhh..PR???really hard ler..i don`t know what im studying about..=( stupid la me!!!!
then uncle sam called..asked how my studies..whether i enjoy anot..hmm..the answer i have to give him of cause enjoy la..if not??
just fine!!it`s still new for me..maybe=)
hmm..this few days we keep sms-ing le..but i don`t know should feel happy or not..no idea at all..really feel fan about the assignments and exam next week!!!oh my god!!!!1please keep me strong ya..
so how??of cuz happy la..we both sms back..start to contact each other again..but i feel that you wanna hide it from your friend,you seems like afraid to let them know that we contact again..well..i don`t know..maybe just my feeling gone wrongly..haha!!but anyway..i have feeling..that`s for very sure^.^
enough is enough..don`t want to think too much..study 1st!!!thats the most important!!为了我父母,我一定要努力!!哈哈..im so guai leh..~~~kekeke..("blow-ing water")
that`s all la..wanna study again..
bOrinG! BoRing! bORIng!! n StuDy! stuDy! StUDY!!
Hmmm...wake up at 9 something..still lying down on the bed..and sms-ing with.......hehe~~~
Nothing interesting thing to do..hmm..i washed my clothes..tidy up my messy room..hees=)online..hmm..and waiting for my breakfast+lunch=brunch!!..haha!!
afer had my brunch with them---ccm,koh and kelvin again..heehee..,we went to tesco..we bought quite alot of things le..me as well..ice-cream la..yogurt..honey star....hmm..really getting fatter..haha!monday must walk to college le..=)die ler..no more money to use..~~~~=( very lazy to open the book!!!haiz...but i have to..i promise myself to stay here to study..hmm..must do it lo liyana!!!haha..
STUDY ! STUDY! AND STUDY K?
HMM..time to study la..after updating the blog..i wanna start to study..hehe..but now feel wanna sleep tim..haha!!don`t want to think too much ady la..
but overall..not really boring like hell la..hehe..ok ok lo..
still very miss my dear hsemates..haiz..2mr only can see them..~~oh gosh!!now only i realized my hair really like 傻婆..hahaha!!as i see my mirror..get a shock lo..haha..but anyway..i walked the whole tesco with this 傻婆头..haha..but nevermind de..乱乱才美,自然点嘛.....hahaha!!!!agree anot ccm?koh?and kelvin?为了你们什么都可以的。。哈哈哈。。
好了。。我要开始读书咯。。
YUP!you`re right..i`m HAPPY today.^.^

Actually i just came back from yum cha with ccm,lewis,kelvin and kelvin 2..haha!so fun leh..at least i don`t feel boring at home alone..huhh!B-yian,qi xiang and betty left me at home alone..so sad~~
whoa..we really laughed alot!!nope..they laugh at me..huhh!!but it was fun la..haha..yuan lai they got remember me de..and luckily they didn`t go back hometown this weekend..if not i`ll get bored like hell!!(izit wei le me leh???)hahahaha......
hmm..die ler..i still very fresh now..haha..just now `warm up` ady..keke!i just don`t know oh..today feel very happy..cheerful..hmm..i SMS with my Ex just now..just a normal chat..but still feel happy..hehe~~but i don`t expect for anything..im sure.
well..just a friend^.^im so happy to chat with all of them lo..really can make me forget about everything..actually i really worried about the test next week..hmm..i don`t know how am i going to seat for the papers..damn!
but i`ll study hard for very sure!!
quite late ady ler..i have to sleep la..tomorrow going to have lunch with them!haha..after that i`ve decided to start to make revision..it would be better if all of us study together..but make sure we really study la..haha!!
so the conclusion is......i am happy...haha!!right now..hmm..if everyday can happy like this mai good lo..no need to fan too much!i`m okay la..really recovered ady..
muackss!!i love all of you lo.....thanks for making me happy..
but..i feel that im getting fatter and fatter lo..almost every night yum cha at ghany..haha..that kelvin called me fatty ady..haiz..so bad la him..hate him lo..haha..
so starting next week onward..if 9am de class..i`ll walk to college..don`t want to go by car ady..hehe..but not because of kelvin call me fat la..is myself feel it too..
always so late only go to bed..pimple also getting more..hAIZ..really stress..!!!so..i have to manage it well lo..ok liyana?hmm..guai..hehe~~
sleep la!!good night!muacks!!
abOut thE pResentatiOn anD discuSsioN=)
But after a few days..a few discussion..we all getting closer and closer..happy to meet them!
i did enjoy the moment we shared our ideas(but i didn`t give much idea..i know..soory~~)..do all the preparation together..and of cuz the time we yum cha together..hehe..really fun and nice moment!!
really feel sorry to all my group member----ccm,kelvin,koh,niki and timmy..i felt that i didn`t done my part well..hmm..always busy answering call and sms during the discussion..hehe..so sorry lo..to all my dear..
but honestly..im happy to have you all as my group member..hehe~~i can see all of you really work very hard and you all have alot of great idaes..(not like me)haiz..
actually i also don`t know what im suppose to do..hmm..
PR??really hard leh..haiz..or maybe bcuz i didn`t study?haha..but no matter how..it`s my parents decision..i have to respect them..and do well in my studies..
about presentation yesterday..hmm..great..feel happy after that..and at least one of the stress gone,..hehe=)ms diong said our group not bad..doing very well..and my friends told me that ms diong keep praising my group`s work..hehe..feel proud leh..~~~
hmm..i loves the ballons-blowing..the road-making,the star-making..haha..really fun!and of cuz!photos-taking!!haha..really enjoy it..especially koh..i know he really enjoy taking photos..haha!esp when take photo with me..hor????hahahaha..great friend he was.hmm..i loves the stars..too bad i don`t have the photos..haiz..
overall..really happy la..
and feel satisfied..hmm..
sorry to my friends...my hsemates..cuz have to cancel the `dates` with you all just bcuz of the discussion..hehe..WEI LE MY GROUP,I HAVE TO SACRIFICES DE!!!!haha..
don`t know next time still got chance to be in the same group ant leh..haiz..really fun working with them lo..so..i really hope to be in the same group with them again!!hehe~~
err..just thanks to you all..hmm..and sorry if i`ve done any wrong..and always late..not pay much attention..hehe~~~i love you all..muackss!!!!
Friday, July 03, 2009
hmm..i Got NOThing To DO righT noW=(

Haiz..weekend is good..and bad.sometime.haha~~suddenly miss home~~my family~~my doggies~~and miss to play with them!haha..and of cuz i miss `you`..=)i miss my `duaghter`-you ning..!!!!!!!hehe..miss to play with her..muacks!
>>>my daughter,you ning=)
Today at school was so quiet lo..even my class..was quiet too..and moreover IT class mah..damn boring~~pui chin didn`t go for the class..so only left me,cui cui and styler..hehe~hmm..really boring like hell..ccm and the group skipped the class too..haha..except kelvin..but end up he ponteng go out also..hehe~~and he asked me to help him to sign..can...no problem...he owe me roti cheese!hahaha..
really funny when ms tan finding her name list,and she said that kelvin took it away..lol~~=)but actually the name list was on her table,under her file..haha!
i didn`t pay much attention during the class..cui cui and styler keep laughing and `blow water` there..haha!and they make fun with me by cheating me sound made by the totoise..haha..damn stupid am i~~ermm..but fun laa..haha..i also keep sms-ing with tay,kelvin,shirren,and sha po..haha..so naughty..i know that..~~no more next time,i promise..keke..~~
next week exam ler..just now grammar test..i don`t know de ar..so scare i cannot answer just now..but luckily i can do it..haha!
haizz..b-yian,betty and qi xiang gone back hometown ady..so miss them err..~~~actually b-yian said she not going back de..i`m so rushing to come home to catch up with her..but......i feel wanna cry when read her note:liyana,sunday go ipoh cancel ady!!i got assig. to do.i will back on sunday..take care!!oh my god..i`m damn sad now~~~~hmm..
but is okla..i`ve decided not to go back this weekend..cuz i got exam next week..if i go back sure cannot study ler..hmm..but is oklo..my dad coming tomorrow..so still okay=)
what else to say leh?hmmmmmm.....very boring lo..!
haih..all of them gone back ady~~really hate it!hope i can use these free times to concentrate studying laa..after the exam i can relax abit la..haha!and i got trip to UTAR..don`t know when..but i was totally excited!hehe..got chance to get along with them!hmm~~~~hopefully..
aiya..feel hungry tim!wanna go find food to eat la!haha..!!!!!
Thursday, July 02, 2009
we should be proud as malaysian..not as malay,chinese or indian=)

We should be proud to be a malaysian,not feel proud as malay,chinese or indian.I get very frustrated and sad when people ask me:Are you a malay?...or people criticize or look at different eyes whether he or she are malay or chinese or indian.Sorry to says that,actually i don`t feel that malaysian are peaceful,or lucky to have such a multiple racial,culture and whatsoever..i sometime do feel that the racial and the skin colour make the malaysian all divided..and that`s really bad.
But if i not mistaken,my dad..and some of the uncles told me that..the malaysian divided only for now..last time,which is a many many many years ago..all of them are really peace and do not have any different sight or thinking about what race are you.I still remember a friend of my dad told me that,he feel sad and really miss the time last time he was sitting and chatting at chinese restaurant having tea with indian and even a malay!(that was last last last time anyway,for now..do not have any chance to have such a nice moment like that)
why we have to stay away from each other?why the the people so-called `malaysian`really concern and particular with the racial?and one point that i really do not understand at all is...why do malay haven`t `merdeka` yet?well..i said it because..i feel that..malays do not have freedom..do not have own choices to moving on..for example..why do malays must be a muslim?or why must a chinese guy or women have to convert to muslim if she or he married malay?eeeuuuuwwwww...really complicated..really hard to understand why..haha!i`m not saying that malay or muslim are bad..no!just..i feel that `they` shouldn`t force people to follow their understandings or believes..agree?
with a sigh..~~i just manage to do my part as i know my family members are fighting for the justise..not for lee`s family..but is for all the malayssssiiiiaaaannnn..hahaha!!well..it`s hard..if it`s easy..this `matter` would not become so complicated like this..and just because of my malay name..i got into trouble and.....become so hard to go on.it`s totally unfair to me,to my family and to those who agreed with this matter.
SUDDENLY FEEL MISS YOU SO MUCH!

I MISS YOU ALWAYS..