Speechless

Terrible for this few days.
not only with my days.
also with him.
hmm.
dont know what is wrong.
just feel something is so wrong.
i never mean anything to make you down.
but i just done it.
haiz.
so sorry.
seeking an apologize from you.
everything is my fault.
im bad.useless too.
so sorry.
Really speechless when come to arguement.
because i dont wish it to happen.
keep trying to control the anger,but i just failed to do it.
at the end,just make all the misunderstanding become worse.
if only i could just stand of all these crap moment,
then i think nothing will happen.
no hurt feeling,no tears dropping.
right?
im sorry.
its all my fault.
even though i cant figure it out,
but i know it is all mine.
im the one who create the problem.
im the one who start first.
im the one who couldnt control it.
im the one do not know how to give in.
hmm..
*thats my bad,i know*
Lol