Freak

Freakin no mood right now.headache since just now and i just can't do anything to make it better.don't know why feel so unhappy and angry:( everything happens around me really pissed me off.oh my god.help*
since i got nothing to do.i simply click on people's blogs and trying get to get me update with the news of others.haha.Lol


ohmygod* i viewed her blog.F.O! i read it and make me feel to vomit what i've eaten just now.and i tried to leave comment on her post without signing in my identity.but failed.just..fine.* it's so so so fake of her!can't stand her.*mygod mygod.pls.i don't want to be bad.haha.* the post of her is totally want to showing off but yet she denied it.*gosh*


recently,many many weird species of people appear in my life and totally blocking my life!what the..my god.
hmm.actually quite funny.i don't know why i dislike her so much.of cuz not just because of him,but the feel already exist since the day i met her.with full of make up.that's so-called pretty.and always gets warm welcomes from others.*this is not jealousy,but people with eyes and mind will agree with me* support*^^( like like like sistas!!) haha! i know who supporting me^^


hm.fine.don't want to comment much.just fine.later on people will feel it was a jealousy.haha!but nothing to be jealous of nothing just fakes.^^
**hiding oneself just can't bring her/him to anywhere:)
arrghhhh...freakin bad mood!!!

15:09

Finally done with my two papers:)okay,and hope i can score it:)hees.Damn tired and i got a bad headache due to lacking of sleep.last night join the last minutes revision at cui's hse together with styler and davide.haha!miss the moment we used to be like that last sem:)gossip about m****.fun!luckily darling not there.lol.but who cares?even if darling there.nothing gonna stop us to gossiping:)
he just cut his hair! how cute.^^hahaha.looks like small kid.i love it.but he doesn't like it.weird.
he skipped his lunch,i got to cook maggie for him.:)yea.the task have been completed.kaka.nice maggie:)ummm..

hmm.that's all for now:)eyes feel so so so tired.wanna take a nap:)

sis and mom,enjoy tmr's shopping trip ya.sad that i can't join:(
nvm.let's cheers:):)

a story of me & him

the first time i saw him,he was just an ordinary guy to me.and we never realized each other since we're not in the same class at that time.Every time we bump into each other,don't even 'hi' or give a smile.Until one day,we got chance to talk and laugh together,i feel that he's actually a smart and funny:)since then,we acknowledge and smile with each other whenever got the chance to meet.hees.Until one day in lecture hall,he asked for my number and yea,we exchanged!but the number just saved in the phone book,never use since got nothing to chat about.lol.
This sem,i got to know that he's in the same class with me:) feel nothing,just glad that at least i have someone that i can close with since my gang entering chinese class.we started to contact through the sms,msn and even went for lunch or dinner together.people started to wondering about me and him til i feel so worried if he mind.Cui cui even predicted that he will become my future boyfriend and wow,she's right! haha.but..the development not that fast:) we walk to college together and he willing to wait for me even when i'm late:) in class,we sit together but didn't talk much.i mean,about other topic except the homework.but later on,the feel to understand him more started to exist in me and i just don't know why:)and..
emm..until one night.received his msg asking me about the feeling,i was like.oh my god.he's asking me that...haha.but at that time.i just told him that the feeling toward him just as a friend:) and he did told me the feeling of his toward me is more than a friend.i was happy,of cause.starting on the moment onward,every minutes of everyday my mind is totally thinking of him.oh my god.Styler started to ask me many things about me and him.:) and..i realized that i've been fall to him.well..after some times,i feel that it's time to tell him my true feeling toward him:)after the kl trip,the feel are much more stronger.and and and..we become a couple:)yea..till now:) of cause we did quarrel for some time,but well,thanks god that we manage to face it well.hees:) pls to god to make us strong til the end^^
and i just love him and enjoy every moment that we spend together:)
hmm..
actually many many more i wish to share.but he was like.wah..what u blog about?so long??haha.and i do suddenly feel tired after hear he said that.really quite a long blog.heehes:)going to take a nap now:)
cheers your life!

Line yang cacat!

Finally,
i can blogging now:)
Line really cacat for this few days.
Hate.
hmm..
final started today.
started with english paper=)
Okay=) but not really enough time for the essay.
Fine^^ its over^^
feel closer with darling now=)
no more quarrel between us two:)
Thanks god:)
I just feel happy whenever with him.
last two nights,i couldn't sleep due to the med i've taken.
So decided to study.LOL
See his sleeping face.
*how cute*
but i wasn't so bad to snap it as how he did it on me=)
hehe..
He's the one i care for most,i concern and i love:)
hmm..
Kitty sister not feeling well.=(
*get well soon! sister*
and lastly..
Good luck for the rest of the war!!
To all of us yea.
cheers:)

No title for this^^

Back kampar last night.
actually quite surprising me when received dad's sms.
that he worried about my safety time being,so decided to send me back=)
thanks:)
Mom bought me a new bedsheet!
haha..damn nice=)
love it..darling love it too!
Happy to see him=)
but darling is sick=(
*get well soon!*
Muackxx!
My mirror broken=(
cuz of the strong wind just now.
luckily still have darling's big mirror:)
but just now when i stick doraemon on it,
darling said he will stick that PEOPLE pic on it to cover!
hmmp! hurting me=( cuz i hate her!!!!
Fine^^
Final coming...
but still relaxing.
haiz:(
don't know when only get the mood to study.
hmm.
love you darling^^
get well soon^^

In Love on outing^^

Yeah..
happy today:)
but miss darling so much^^
Just now received a "i love you'' msg from him.
haha!
first time..hehe..how sweet=)
Went shopping with mom,sis and bro..
tired but fun!
Thanks mom for the shopping trip=)
And glad that she so so so kind for this and that=)
haha!
Actually will do 'ice' with kelvin,leong,nic,baby and sarah.
fun.=)
but kelvin's mom scolded us for using the machine.
Lol.Nvm^^ Nicole also not very free.
We wait for a very very very special day only can use it and ice-making together!
whoa..!!
haha! err..let's do in July k? *what we discussed just now*
Liyana's birthday. kakaka!
hmm.
tomorrow going back kampar.
Stress of studying come again.
:(
miss you darling^^

I.MISS.YOU.LIKE.CRAZY.

hey..so long never listen to it.
haha!
In car just now i was listen to a song that really really meaningful to me:)
It brings back the memories that i had before.=)
''i miss you like crazy''
yea..at the time.
my mind is thinking of you,darling.
Since we had the big quarrel few days and nights ago.
i realized that how important you are in my life.
i totally lost without you with me.
Darling^^
I miss you like crazy
even more than a word can say
i miss you like crazy
every minute of everyday
darling,i'm so down when your loves not around.
i miss you..i miss you..
i miss like crazy:)
do you know that..
you're all that i want,
you're all that i need,
can't you see what i feel?
can't you see that my pain is so real?
when i think of you,
i don't know what to do.
how i wish to see you right now:)
Hmm..
Just now received your msg.
said that you miss me so much.
haha..really happy and touch.
because i don 't receive that kind of msg from you always.
hmmp.
But i know you really mean it.
me too=)
I miss you like crazy.
haha!
Darling..I'm so sorry for always make you worry about me.
Thanks for become so mindful that night.
*only you can understand it*
Thanks for not leaving the hse even when we're in quarrel.
Glad that we overcome it!
Thanks to styler and davide.
*you both know what i mean*