Sorry from me,to you:)

Really sorry for everything that i've done.
I guess now you realized that i'm not as good as you think right?
:)
yea..i'm not that good and nice.
hmm.
even i've tried to be the best for you.
but just don't know why i can't make you feel that.
so it shows that i'm failed.
sorry.
Nothing more i can say.
just sorry^^
You never make me cry.is i cry for myself.
being so useless for you.
sorry for always making you worry about me.
sorry for always trouble you.
everything is my fault.is my bad.
i should stand for all these thing now.
i'm okay.
really sorry.
very sorry darling.
this time,i really don't know whether i should give up or not.
i'm doubting.
because sometime i do feel tired to face all these failure again and again.
i'll give you some time and i do need it too.
sorry for my weird attitude for this few days.
and i just don't know why.
haha!
i'll okay soon=)
love forever:)
only you.:)

I'm Not Going To Give Up=)

Since last night we had become like this.
hmm.
I thought the morning after,we will okay.
but not at all.
not even a nice word to be said.
hmm.nvm.
I'm used to be like a statue.>.<
the feeling of tired already a normal feel=)
just now few of them asked me about us.
I don't even know how to answer them.
haha.nvm^^
feel so tired today.
the heart still feel the pain.This few nights suddenly awake then hardly to sleep back.
Is that the effect of taking the pills?
what mom told me,is that true??
hope no..but no matter how.i'll still eat it=)
won't give up so soon.
hmm.

Damn!

What's wrong??
damn!
why everything get so slow??
facebook,blog..all la..
to send a friend request also have to wait so long.
=(
damn!!
my pet society already load for two days..
haiz.
still cannot!!
is my computer sick?or the connection cacat??
really pissed me off!!
hmmp!
darling still gaming.facebook have to wait half a year only can on.
don't treat me like this laa..
already stress enough!!
arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

Everything

Feel glad and relax after all the assignments and presentations over.
now putting attention on the final coming soon.
hmm.
going back this week.
=)
hehe..
Just now i bought the pill dy.
haha!
although it cost me alot.but i feel it's worth:)
hopefully nothing going to fall on me.
=)
emo darling this few days.
cuz he keep playing games,don't want me.
=(
but is okay la..at least he still at home.
hmm..
feeling closer and closer with kitty and yy.
good!
sister^^
haha!
kitty is cute! yy is cool!
nice friend to get along^^
brownie only eat veges and fruits.hahaha!
no more his food.
^^
they always say i'm ugly..always that m**** is the most pretty one!
kenny,keong and even darling just the same!!!
hate!
I'm going to change their mind=)
darling,you wait and see!!
hng!! even though it will cost me a lot and harm my life.
blekk.
i'll still carry it on=)
miss last night cycling to westlake with them..styler,kitty,yy and also burger.
haha..fun! and yum cha after that with kenny,monica and keong~~
really a fun time with them!
see...darling continue playing game there.
haihhh..
don't want bother him dy!

Sad me:(

This few days darling keep busying with the games and comics.
makes me alone doing my own things.
that sometime make me feel very bored and annoying~~
sad me:(
well,all the presentations and assignments done.
totally done!
hehe.
let's merdeka.
=)
christmas and new year' countdown just over.
not really into it.
but still enjoy my time spent with darling and friends.
:)
hmm.
this few days darling so cool too.
sometime makes me scare of him
haiz.
he don't talk much with me.
:(
sad me=(
glad i still have brownie with me.
even though he can't answer me back,but still feel glad=)
haha!

Unlucky Doggies..Mandy:)

Just now when we on the our way for lunch,
saw a poor little puppy.
i guess she are starving and thirsty.
hmm..
poor little puppy.:(
how i wish i have extra time to buy some food for her just now.
where is her mommy??
or others little siblings??
hmm..
I hope can see her again.
and i'll feed her.
her name is 'mandy'
lol
if her body no infection and the fur are nice.
i guess sure many kind people will take her as a pet.
hmm.
Just now back from dinner,
saw another mandy.
big mandy.
haha..
but i'm not really sure whether its male or female la..
keke
but i saw her/him finding food from the rubbish bin.
haiz.
when i walk to home,
the dog follow us.
what a pity.
hmm..
now realized that how lucky is my figo, crystal and queenie.
what a nice foods we feed them
hmm.
poor little mandy and big mandy~~
don't know why feel sad to see them like that.
even though nothing concern with me.
hehe.
anyway.
let's pray for the doggies's life.
haha!

WeirD pe0ple

Recently,
many weirD pe0ple appear in my life.
hahaha!
Really funny.
hmm..
wonder how this kind of pe0ple can be in this whole wide world.
lol
really there are many kind of species.
haha!
They can cheat people around them about the thing that never going to happen.
They can just do something that not a human should do.
They can just act like an actress won a best actress award.
loL
They can just fa qiao even they're damn ugly.
They can just use people's name to cover own mistakes and will.
They can still close with people even they know themselve are not welcome.
They can break the promises that they made.
They can use others just for their own good.
And many many many more.
haiz.
hate when my own close friend get into their trap.
and they simply couldn't see it.
really weird!!!! fuck off weird people.
hmm.
How i wish to spell her name out.
nope.can't so bad de.
lol.
Styler..you know who i'm talking about laa..
hehehe